no, wait.
scratch that last part of the last post.
spoke too soon, you know how that goes. seems to happen a lot, right?
i can't quite say i'm disappointed in him, should have expected that. i'm just disappointed in myself, because i'm finding myself consistently letting my guard down. whatever. now i just need to suck it up and get over it.. and luckily, it's the weekend.. and i at least have a bed i can curl up in and mope around on now. i guess that's a plus.
here comes the sadness that i've missed so much.
..i know you're sick of me, but you could have been the one to make it all disappear
